A few things have occurred to me in the past 24 hours:
- Somehow, I’ve accidentally only smoked half of what I normally would at this point in the month.
- If I continue with the budget I’ve set up for myself, which was in fact necessary for the past two weeks since I was the brokeness, I could save up enough by the beginning of July to take someone with me, for free. Not including, like, work-work or advertising revenue. Why the hell didn’t I start doing this sooner?
- I totally quit NaNo. For now. I might come back to it, in like, May. I wonder what I could call it, then?
- Buying the Barbie Christmas Carol DVD was not sticking to the budget, but made Isobel really really happy, so I guess I know why the hell I didn’t start doing this sooner.
- Isobel’s new-found picky eating habit is more than annoying, it makes me really angry and insulted. I don’t feel like cooking anymore, dammit. And she eats virtually nothing now.
- I am so much better off without someone in my life unnecessarily who would question if I was ‘fucking retarded’ in front of my daughter, who would say I wasn’t worth a well-deserved apology. I am moving on.
- Which means, like, really moving on. Shaving my legs, maybe with the intention of dating and stuff. (You do know I’ve only ever been on two dates, right?)
- I have five tutus to make for Xmas pressies, a blanket and about a zillion Xmas photo cards.
- I need to figure out more inexpensive healthy foods that Isobel will eat – crackers, fruit and yogurt aren’t quite enough, I’m thinking.
- I already have a few website design clients lined up. And I haven’t even gotten to the guinea pigs, yet. Whoa. This could be awesome.
- Seriously, if you were at BlogHer, would you pay a buck for a postcard along the lines of the teeshirt I’m getting Isobel? Seriously? Should we get on that?
- Soy milk is not Isobel’s friend. Rice milk is expensive. Maybe I need to look into alternative calcium/protein sources for her.
- I could totally love this, with enough concealer, mascara and blush:



