Totally skipped Scrolling Saturdays, I know. It’s been pretty tentative around here today, but it’s been better than last night. Sleepy and irritable and clingy and lovable, and better. I didn’t get vomited on once, and to top it off, I ended up getting some housework done while I was too nervous to drag her outside/was letting the stroller dry in the sun (in our living room).
I totally gave in on JDawg visiting. Come to think of it, I asked him to. I’m tired of feeling like the bad guy, cuz I am always the bad guy and well, it doesn’t even change anything about him or his life. So I quit. Isobel can grow up knowing her father is incapable of dealing with anything remotely important without a drink in hand. Fine.
I was anxious and stuff all day, feeling tense and blah blah. Turns out it was mainly my lack of self esteem that was the problem. It’s still the problem.
But, if I ever get married, this is how I’d like it done:
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