LAlaLAlaLA, I Don’t Hear You.

Posted on February 9, 2008
Filed Under daily drama, girly girl, let's be friends |

In all honesty, before I actually started to fall in love with her and I was still thinking of running away or jumping from a bridge or something equally rad, I used to sing this song to Isobel. It made me feel like I meant it, sometimes. Sure, I tripped hard for her not much further on, but for the first few months, PPD and colic kicked our asses.

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=usJgAwTVee8&rel=1]

Then this morning, I lost my shit on JDawg. Not during the phone call when he said he’d slipped last night and was paying for it. But during the one 15 minutes later when I found out he was high already, at 10am. So then 20 minutes ago came and I texted him to apologize for my shit-losing just as he emailed me this song.

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-YUxbDEPFiM&rel=1]

I know I’m the only one out of the two of us who always looks to music choices for symbolism, but god, I’m back at doormat and oh, I was mean and GOD BEING EMO SUCKS. Which means that now, this is on the playlist, on repeat.

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xgcIpKL86Jk&rel=1]

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7 Responses to “LAlaLAlaLA, I Don’t Hear You.”

  1. kelly on February 9th, 2008 5:06 pm

    Not only is Garden State one of my all-time favorite movies, but I used to play that song over and over again after I miscarried my son and was dealing with all this tumor crap. I swear, I heart you more and more each day. Let’s just run away together ;)

  2. kelly on February 9th, 2008 5:06 pm

    I should have added this…
    You are stronger than you think. Keep on keeping on, sista-friend.

  3. Secret Agent Mama on February 9th, 2008 5:59 pm

    Thank you for reminding me to see Garden State. I always mean to, but never do.

    But, back to “things”. I’m sorry you have to deal with crap. You’ve got some good bloggy pals; lean on [us].

  4. Darrin on February 9th, 2008 8:16 pm

    I DIG Your blog! Found you while blog hopping!
    Cheers!

    “Sinatra Junkie”
    From the weekend blog hoppers

  5. OHmommy on February 9th, 2008 8:17 pm

    You are way stronger then you think! Believe!

  6. Sarcastic Mom on February 9th, 2008 8:22 pm

    I had never heard that second song before, and I like it - and what a wonderful video! Love that last song. :-)
    And it’s just about time for me to remind you that the Project Support Beauty in Nature post goes up on Monday! ;-)

  7. Huckdoll on February 9th, 2008 10:52 pm

    Thanks for the Harper. That was my fav. Dude, we need to do drink so we can talk about this in person - a lot easier than reading it all here. And I still have your A Walk to Remember!

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