So Much to Say, Part Two

Posted on January 31, 2008
Filed Under confessions of a confessaholic |

I told him tonight that he can’t see her anymore until things change. Though he thinks it was the easiest thing for me to say or to do, it was really the hardest. To say it and mean it. I feel like a mean, horrible, spiteful, selfish human being - though logically, I know it’s for the greater good.

And I know it’s normal that I feel that.

And I’m happy that I feel that - that I still care if I hurt him, regardless of how much and the ways in which he’s hurt me.

Following through is going to be even harder than saying (and meaning) it. Worse, the following through might include avenues I didn’t want to head down, where things cannot be ignored and undone. I hate that road.

Probably just as moody:

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2 Responses to “So Much to Say, Part Two”

  1. miss madeleine on February 1st, 2008 5:30 am

    i’m proud of/for you for having the cojones to do the right thing. stick with the right choice, hard as it may be; you’re a good person and you’re doing what needs to be done. i’m like you, where hurting someone hurts me just as much, but it’s for your daughter, so it’s worth it. you did what you needed to, and you WILL get by.

  2. Huckdoll on February 1st, 2008 9:41 am

    Good for you. Yeah, it’ll be so hard to stick with, but I believe you are ready this time.

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