few hours i need more coffee and/or sugar cuz i start getting very very sleepy.
day, i look forward to one point the most – z waking up in the morning and going in to see her. it’s funny but overnight, i kind of miss her, even on nights like last night.
night, i have to convince myself that i can go to bed, i’ve done enough. alternatively, some nights i have to convince myself to go to bed without having done much of anything.
few days or so i think, ‘hey, when was the last time i took a shower?’ and then eventually will find the time to do so.
week i rack my brains for what we will do on wednesday mornings since there’s no playgroup. today, stargirl came over and we made some cookies and she took some great pics of zoë.
month my period surprises me – it’s always early or late, never on time. and i have to relearn how to use my ‘menstrual solution’ which makes the first couple days very frustrating and messy, in addition to painful.
year i really really look forward to a birthday party and every year there’s some issue and i end up being disappointed and thinking, why do i keep trying? this year, i hope it’s different, but with the issues that have already come up, i have my doubts.
christmas i plan to have a tree and decorate it like crazy and go all out and i never do. irony is that this year is my least financially endowed, yet i’m done my shopping, have a tree waiting in my storage locker and will be buying ornaments this weekend. we’ll decorate it on sunday, i think.
time i think of what to blog about i come to the screen with nothing and since i have such an ability to never STFU, i babble out a few hundred words without blinking. i’m not saying it’s good writing – i’d be pressed if anyone ever asked me if i though myself a good writer, but still, thank you mania.
