iv, or at least most of it, since the quality was shitsville on the internet. yes, i have a site that i go to where you can like, watch stuff. it is saving me a shitload of money.
i am facing a moral dilemma which could mean the end of a (two, really) friendship and more disruption in zoë’s life. i’m going to have to put my own selfishness aside and demand someone else do, too and threaten consequences if they’re not willing to. but it is also mandatory too, i think, for the health and happiness of a third party. i am waiting to hear stargirl’s opinion because she is wise and a good person and stuff.
in other news, i have been eating everything (unhealthy, mostly) in sight of me in the past few days. i guess the diet phase is dwindling and that’s cool with me. i think it’s in part that i’ve been feeling pretty even lately. no depressive days and sure, some hypomania still, but it’s mostly just become my daily routine of gogogogoslack that is leading to a little more of a relaxed terra. or maybe it’s cuz of santa. or frustration over none of my clothes fitting. whatever it is, it’s welcome right now.
now, i’m going to make some coffee and continue my holiday crafting. cuz i am using so much more nap and bedtimes for me, it’s glorious.
