my daily headaches are back. at least i had a couple years off of them.
it might have something to do with cutting my coffee consumption in half, meaning going from up to eight cups a day to three or four. also i have not been smoking as much and eating less sugary foods.
where has my motivation for self-destruction gone?!
zoë woke up, i shit you not, five times last night. the worst was from 4:30 to 5 cuz then i finally went, ok, she’s way fucking hotter than me and took her temperature which was almost 105 and then i gave her some advil and thought with a sigh, “welcome to zoë’s ears, infection number five of the year.” and then she slept in until 10am so we missed the newly reopened (free!) playtime. and she was hot again, or still, or whatevs.
so i take her to the doctor and nope, ears are good. and lungs, too? crazy. seems i should watch her, just in case. like, what, normally i’d completely ignore a fever, cough, runny nose and sleeplessness. definitely not the sleeplessness.
now i’m off to crochet, cuz i could be working, but dammit, i’ve got all this yarn to play with!
