and it’s BINGING or OVEREATING or EATING NORMALLY and being emotional. yay for all of us bloggers who’ve written about our food guilt and self-loath.
ps. yes, i’m officially in the danger zone cuz i have been eating like, maybe a normal person sort of and it’s causing guilt. also, i gained four pounds this week and am like FUCKFUCKFUCKfuckity FUCK. also, i took pics the other night of me in panties and a wife beater cuz my reflection in the window was so awesome but the pics made me look horrible and knobby and like a bone rack with no tits and i was like WTF? the men who want to have sex with me are insane and i hope they’re thinking of someone prettier when they’re thinking of (being) with me. or of me prettier. but let’s face it, this is as good as it gets and that’s just sad.
this is my emo post. i tip my hat to every other emo post out there. maybe we’re all getting our periods at the same time?
it’s just occurred that maybe i’m eating more subconsciously out of self-disgust? i guess i’m just not used to having an appetite anymore and it’s worrying as to WHY i have it.
also: i’ve updated my boring crocheting page, cuz i made z a hat to wear with her halloween costume. is it weird that i keep almost calling halloween xmas?
now i am going to read this guy’s book and fall asleep. probably after reading it, not during.
