ya, no negativity here. you’d think i’d be vaclempt, but no.
i’m smiling, the sun is shining, i wasted the entire nap today to surf the interweb. i’ve a grumbly tummy that i’m going to feed shortly, even though it is flat and the 6-pack outline is returning – no biggie.
i wonder what has been working my abs, so? maybe carrying a 20+ pound toddler up stairs when i’ve not the patience (or bladder) to let her climb them? or maybe not.
i bought new yarn today for a new project – friend’s friend is having a baby which means anonymous blanket crafting! will post when completed.
z is talking a storm. her lastest seems to be “i did it”. fucking dora.
i will relax into the wonder that is accomplishing to-dos and feeling responsible and in control of what i can control. other stuff, it’s sliding down my vertebrae cuz really? it’s a bumpy ride.
oh, new tattoo idea and new book idea and new crocheting idea.
creativity seems to come easier when i’m eustressed and not distressed.

