so there’s been some changes at home. i don’t know what the future holds but i do know that from this moment forward, i am moving proactively and with concern for zoë’s benefit and then my own. and then anyone else who deserves the concern – people who care about zoë and me. like all of you wonderful geeks bloggers, for instance.
first order of business was to clean – hey guess what, without violent depression emanating, it was as relaxing and successful feeling as it always used to be!
third order of business was to eat some yogurt and drink some milk. done and done.
next on the agenda is to quit smoking. a bit more intensive that the past few eh? but at the least, i’m quitting around zoë and therefore only when she’s facing away in the stroller or sleeping. it’s just too guilt-inspiring, watching her watch my smoke curl against the outside of our living room window.
