today's word of the day is harsh

i’m considering – well, have been for a while – becoming a single parent. i know the first year is supposed to be the toughest. but i’ve run out of strength. harsh tired.
zoë wants to walk. she can feel it in the back of her teeth. it’ll happen soon. harsh growin’ up.
progression towards becoming my mother is speeding up. fought dr. daddy on thursday. hurt him, deliberately. didn’t apologize and still won’t cuz i wouldn’t mean it. harsh bitch.
i have a friend that’s been pretty m.i.a. – i’ve been leaving her to do her thing for a number of reasons, instead of seeking her out. but i miss her and just when i was feeling like it was one-sided and that i was no longer interesting to her, she msned me a message about missing me. harsh better feeling.
i was shoving missing my grandma deep deep inside of me, at least until this inlaw visit was over. then my grandfather called and cried while we were talking. harsh heartbreak.
if i look back on the last week, i’ve been building up to a hypo manic attack that started oh, about 3 hours ago. my head just won’t chill the fuck out. add to that feeling fat, switching to skim milk, not eating meat, drinking coffee with actual caffeine and not doing housework or bookkeeping for days at a time and it equals spiralling. harsh unprepared for craziness.

Jack Smynde

That's a lot of pressure for any one person. Has any of it passed, I hope? Try to hang in there, R.
materfacit

your last response made me think of the word "ectoplasm."
you need some cinnamon life, stat.
it's okay. it's all going to be okay.
rilah

i don't need advice so much as a life-ectomy!
C.J Hixon

Stick your arms out as wide as you can, take a deep breath in then scream "I AM A DUCK!" then have a good long smoke.

I'm sorry to hear that you're having the troubles.

As usual i have 0 advice.

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