last night was hell. but it’s over now, thank god.
i had a long, heart-pouring out conversation with jer’s mom. she’s knows all about everything now, and i was super touched that she said that she’s most worried about my health, and that she considers me a friend.
that’s the most heart-tugging thing: for the “mom-in-law” that you’ve spent 4 years being afraid of (subconsciously, or not) to consider you family and a friend.
life is grand, for this one moment in time – and i’m not going to question or ruin it, as best as I can.
